As expected, this day eventually comes and one year has passed

You've got no idea how tough it is for me

even though i've been counting down all these days, it's not that grieved when it finally comes after so many so-called anniversary has passed, seems like i'm getting numb

well actually i'm feeling some kind of relief

still i'll keep waiting and watching, and i've no interest to be involved in another relationship, frankly saying i'm kind of tired of dealing with girls, coz i have to deal with 9 different exams in the coming weeks - -b

while one of my roommates have to deal with 10(or 11?), i may count myself lucky

that's all for today, after lunch i have to go to the library where i've never been since the sophomore year

i did plan to write something, maybe a quite long journal about you, but not now. neither do i have the mood nor the diaries

maybe later, i'm going to get it done, for god's sake i have to live in Beijing for 3 weeks without network - -

wish all of us luck

(well i wrote this post in Windows Live Writer, it's good but i would preferred writing on the web page)